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Five Poems

February 28, 2020

 

 

 

Essay: On Delacroix’s The Shipwreck of Don Juan

 

 

 

Delacroix, now that’s one bleak take on things. My dark perspective

            Has been criticized again and again; or, never mind me

Think of a writer like Charles D’Ambrosio in The Dead Fish Museum

            A killer collection of short stories mostly ignored

Because he’s just too damn dark. But look at you, Delacroix!

 

            In The Shipwreck of Don Juan I count twenty-four disheveled

Bodies crowded onto an overloaded lifeboat surrounded by a broad

            Expanse of sea and sky: dark, cold, mercilessly endless

Sea and sky as implacable elements, neither waiting nor caring

            Merely there, unobserving of the shipwrecks’ struggle.

 

In Byron’s poem, Don Juan at least survives, swims ashore to find

            Love with beautiful, seventeen-year-old Haidée

The slave-traders vivacious daughter, and thus desire once again

            Saves us and makes a heartless world habitable.

But that bit of evasion is not for you, Delacroix, not where sea licks

 

           Gunwale, and the sheer strake of a fragile wooden vessel

Rides inches above turbulent waters beneath a fast-moving sky:

           Here the shipwrecks gather in an anxious circle

One man reaches into a hat and draws out his fate as others watch

           In gaunt anticipation, fearing the sound of their name.

 

Because of course they’re going to drink the blood and eat the flesh

          Drained and peeled from their fellow shipwrecks.

Now that’s cold: an insensate universe where brutes and savages

          Will slaughter sons and daughters to hold off starvation

To survive another day where the sea roils and a bleak sky threatens.

 

Myself, I prefer art that’s uplifting, as long as it’s not the usual dreck

           Boy meets girl and lives happily ever after; kindness

Triumphs over cruelty and avarice; decency over greed, ugliness

          All manner of viciousness, of violence and human

Depravity—because, well, that’s just not true. I’m sorry. It’s just not.

 

At the Met, I take a seat on a bench and contemplate your painting.

          It’s raining outside. In here, a lifeboat full of shipwrecks

Struggle to survive. In a moment I’ll get up and go find your tigers

          Those sleekly muscled hunters you obviously admire

Stretched out luxuriously on the ground, lazing under a maculate sky.

 

 

 

 

 

About Our Affair . . .

                 --for ______

 

 

 

It was only after that I learned someone had died

            In the bed where you threw yourself down

With a coy smile and hiked up your dress.

A long, lingering illness, years and years, cancer

            I believe, great suffering and distress.

But I didn’t know that then

            Only that you had found this empty house

Belonging to a friend, in-between owners, and it was ours

To use when we wanted, to do whatever we wanted in.

 

It was only after that I learned your husband didn’t know

           Things had reached an end, though it was true

You hadn’t been intimate for many years.

           Your marriage may well have been dead

                     But you left out the details.

Now when I think back to that time I remember the bed

          And a mattress soiled with blood and sweat

Where we took our pleasure as if the past were nothing

Deserving neither honor nor recognition or respect.

 

 

 

 

 

Three Transmutations of a Memory

 

 

 

1.

           After Christmas, Brooklyn, Night

 

In an abandoned lot gathered Christmas trees are set on fire.

          Older boys swing a younger boy toward flames.

Overhead, stars flicker through a smoky haze and the boy

          Screams.

 

          Heat pushes against his face. His hair is singed. In the blazing

Night, he’s transformed. Look! Look! How high the flames

          Leap! How the trees explode and roar! How the night

                       Burns!

 

2.

 

           Boy, After the Holidays

 

In the lot where they gathered discarded Christmas

           Trees and set them ablaze, the towering big boys

Swung him toward the fire, where shrieking angels

           Seethed.

 

           Holy voices crackled in his ears, wailed beneath

Stars dim in a smoky haze, while the big boys

           Danced like dervishes, their laughter echoing

                       Prayers.

 

3.

           Where He Finds Revelations

 

In the black hollows of the heart, where the dark animals

            Reign, where keening rises up like lamentations

Whipped and fretted until a sleek skin sheer as a birth caul

            Bursts.

 

            Light pierces smoke and shadow as injured creatures

Scatter in the presence of what emerges blazing to reveal

            Boys as towering angels, the fire their frenzied ecstatic

                        Song.

 

 

 

 

 

Three Views of a Lake

 

 

 

1.

 

Body of water where a child has gone

            Missing, where bathers in a line

Search step by step, wading through

            Mire.

 

            Mouth reflecting a cobalt blue

Sky. Maw of Nothing, swallowing a child

            Whole. Craw of a baffling

                         God.

 

2.

 

Body of water raucous with children

            Swimming, where a field of hungry bodies

Bathe in the heat of a brilliant late-morning

            Sun.

 

            Mirror of a powder blue sky, dazzling

Sunlight skittering across the surface of its glacial

            Depths, emerald green spaces of shimmering

                        Light.

 

3.

 

The surface of the earth under a retreating glacier

             Eroded, an excavated emptiness cavernous

Deep, a gaping hole filled with a flood of icy

             Melt.

 

             Body of water under sun under cloud under

Sky, body of water where life scurries and slithers

             Fish in its murky depths, plankton and weed

                         Silt.

 

 

 

 

 

Uglyhead

 

 

 

1.

 

Shithead, you must be the devil’s origin

            The way you talk so miserable at times

Busting into whatever X might be

            Thinking.

 

            Lurking in the back of his mind

Voice for everything unspeakably

            Ugly, conduit for all things

                        Vile.

 

2.

 

X calls you Evilhead, Shithead, Uglyhead

             Ignores the nasty crap you utter, shuts you

Down, and still you skulk anonymous in the dark

             Waiting.

 

             Speaker for the opposite of what is good or just

Spokesthing for what shouldn’t be spoken, shouter

             Out of the sludge, out of the foul excremental

                        Muck.

 

3.

 

Voice of the devil, or the origin of the devil

           Myth, fetid aspect of mind that shouts out

Counters good with bad, speaks up for all things

           Wrong.

 

            Nothing is too horrid to be conjured, spelled

Out, leaving the shocked heart ashamed, X

            Appalled that such a voice is his and unbidden

                          Speaks.

 

 

 

 

 

Ed Falco has published poems and stories widely in literary journals and is a recipient of The Robert Penn Warren Prize in Poetry from The Southern Review. His most recent book is the poetry collection Wolf Moon Blood Moon (LSU, 2017). He teaches in the MFA Program in Creative Writing at Virginia Tech.
 

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